BOOBOOBOOBOOBOOBOOBOOBOOBOOBOO!!!!XDXD

2010-03-08T20:53:00.007+08:00

I'm changing my blog.

PLEASE, blogger sucks right now. It super sucks. I've changed to using tumblr. It's MUCH MUCH MUCH better. Yes, i was influenced by Angel (and thank goodness that she did!)

It's up to you whether you wanna relink me. Because firstly, it's annoying to relink people and secondly, i might still occasionally blog here. Depends. Who knows, i might someday start hating tumblr and love blogger again!

Alright, here's the link to my tumblr. I really do hope i get frequent readers. Really.

Bye ilove-eyeballs.blogspot.com. I'll see you again when i feel like it.

Mass CIP

2010-03-07T22:26:00.003+08:00

Mass CIP is when you go around everywhere and anywhere trying to collect funds from people, who have absolutely no compassion, so as to aid needy people.

PSLs are hard working people when it comes to such things. They stayed for a long time in school yesterday to pack th stuff. They are really amazing.
But then again, always trust a few bimbos to exist in the realms of PSLs. AH, OUCH.

It was still a very fun day despite the leg aches, dehydration, blah. Took a random bus and got off at a random bus stop when me and jia min saw a HDB block. After countless rejections and meeting a few nice and generous people, we went back, met up with other 3/6 people and went Vivo to slack.

I swear it's amazing that how we bond so quick.

Had alot of fun. Seriously. I have this serious urge to steal the pics from Elmira's blog, but that wouldn't be right.

Facebook quizzes are GAY SHIT.

2010-03-04T19:18:00.002+08:00

I was doing a whole bunch of Facebook quizes when i realised that about ALL the time, i don't see the option that i want and I'll just blindly pick anything.

And the answer will turn out to be something i don't even understand -.-
Anyway fb quizes sucks up like shit. As if you'll make money if you make ppl feel happy by telling them "Oh, you're really beautiful. Everyone loves you. You have about 30 guys who are secretly in love with you."

I'm damn pissed right now. Fucking pissed. And no, it's not about the stupid facebook quizes.

It's about my mic. My stupid mic spoilt again. And you know what's worse? NONE OF MY BROTHERS WANT TO ADMIT IT'S THEIR FAULT, EVEN THOUGH FROM THEIR REACTION I KNOW IMMEDIATELY WHO WAS THE ONE WHO DID SOMETHING TO IT.

Oresama screamed : MY MIC IS SPOILT! AGAIN!
Brother 1 : Really meh? Why? EH, not me hor!
Brother 2 : You sure not? Check one more time la..

Knowing my brothers' personalities, I KNOW THAT BROTHER 2 WAS THE ONE WHO RUINED MY MIC, AGAIN. It's always him. Always. I have changed like 3 mics? Because of his horrible itchy fingers. ALWAYS HIM. And yes, it's that fat ass brother who does nothing but think he is super good looking and that all girls thirst for him.

FUCK. I'M DAMN PISSED.

Lord Kevinz's art ;D

2010-02-26T18:16:00.002+08:00

This photog work by Lord Kevinz on deviant art seriously reminds me of Kai, the drummer of TheGazettE >w<

Check Lord Kevinz out. He's really awesome at his photo manipulation and photography. Super amazing shots. And he's a super super hot angmoh/asian guy ;D

Here's his DevArt url : http://lord-kevinz.deviantart.com/

He died.

2010-02-26T15:36:00.004+08:00

11th February 2010.
Even in death, still full of life.

I still remember when my father first brought him home because his previous owner had an abusive wife who uses a fucking bamboo stick to whack him. He had super long fur on his legs/ muzzle and he looked like an old man wearing jeans. He was the cutest thing i ever saw. Nothing else has eyes as innocent and as playful as his. He was perfect. And he was ours.

My mother was afraid of dogs then. And she didn't dare to leave the room. Real was trained to never enter a room with a bed in it so she was safe in the bedroom. But she had to leave the room somehow. He somehow realises my mother's fear, and made it a habit to stay one metre away from her, unless she approached him. Yes, he was that intelligent. Slowly, my mother wasnt afraid of him anymore and they became very very close, since my mother is a housewife and she's at home most of the time.

He has this weird love for ice cubes. Whenever we open the fridge, he would get very excited, not for food, but for the ice cubes. We'll throw the ice cube to him and he'll chase it like a ball. Heck, he loved ice cubes more than he loved balls. He loved tennis balls(no, i'm not talking about vivienne's dad); he would grab one tennis ball in his mouth and try to grab the other at the same time. Of course, his mouth was too small to squeezed to tennis balls in it at a time, but he had fun trying, and that's all that mattered to him. Sometimes he'll grab a ball, turn around to see if we chase after him for the ball, then run away very quickly if he sees us advancing towards him. That's how playful he is.

He's also very cowardy. When we bring him out for walks, we're bound to see other dogs. If it's a small dog, Real will start barking like mad. If it's a big dog, or cat, he'll drag us away. He's also afraid of thunder. If there happens to be a thunderstorm, he'll either hide under the sofa or run to anyone of the family.

Just a month ago, he was diagnosed to be having kidney failure. He suddenly became very weak, had blood in his stools/urine, and vomited often. He was very lethargic and didnt run around and bark anymore. We thought medicine could cure him. But it only made him worse. So we had him euthanased.

My brothers were informed of his death only much later because my mother feared that they might refuse to spend CNY if they knew. I was told. I cried like shit but yet i had to smile in front of my brothers like nothing happened. My mother cried alot and my father, too. Yes, my father cried. The only other time i saw him cry was when his mother, my grandmother, died. Real was my father's best friend. Sometimes he wouldn't tell us his financial problems or work problems in fear of worrying us. So everything, he told Real.
Real's death took away a part of our life.

But i know Real's on the road to reincarnating into human.

I will never again keep pets. I swear.

Miku Fan Art

2010-02-18T19:22:00.008+08:00

My second Hatsune Miku Fan Art, Done ages ago but i couldn't find the time ( AKA procrastinated) so i only uploaded it now.
Many things happened these few weeks. Many thought occurred me too. But i'll leave all those trash for later.
View and comment? ;D

EDIT.

Some guy gave me really constructive comment on DevArt.

He said :

"Your drawing sucks, it looks wrong, the anatomy is off, i do not know what the fuck you were trying to draw but it is bad, please stop drawing because you suck at it.

Also , kill yourself."

;D

Ok. I shall stop drawing because this kind soul says so and because i suck at drawing;D
Oh, and i shall kill myself.
HAHA.

Go check out the genius Dev"Artist" who said that yeah ;D He's/ She's a cool guy.
http://communitysoul.deviantart.com/

No, REALLY. Check him/her out. Just do it. You'll be amazed.

ONISION < 3

2010-02-11T18:19:00.003+08:00

OMG OMG OMG. ONISION HAS OPENED AN ART CONTEST AND I'M GOING TO TRY TO TAKE PART EVEN THOUGH I'M TOTALLY NOT INTERESTED IN THE PRIZE AND I'LL NEVER EVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO WIN.

I'm just craving for a chance to involved with great, awesome, hot, sexy YT comedian in one way or another. HAHA.
That is, IF i win...

I just love the feeling of winning something. Don't you? ;D
I won my first art contest when i was 4 or 5. It was a minor competition, but the feeling of winning was exhilarating.

I got myself dead screwed.

2010-02-10T20:31:00.003+08:00

NEVER EVER bitch about teachers while you're still in school.
I've learnt my lesson the hard way.

I drew an eyeball.

2010-02-09T23:12:00.004+08:00

I redrew my acrylic painting. You know, the one that the hell bitch keeps growling about?
Yes, when she learns that i've changed my drawing/painting last minute, she'll change from growls to barks.
I know what you all are thinking. SHUT UP. Don't call me rebellious when you've not met suzannah as your teacher before. And yes, it was a very risky move to redo EVERY DAMN THING but it was worth it.

Compare painting pencils to painting eyeballs... Now, which topic suits me better? Of cos it's the eyeballs!

Oh, and the end result turned out MUCH MUCH BETTER than the stupid pencils. I took like 3 hours to colour in 1/4 of the page for the pencil drawing. But for my eyeball drawing, i got TOO absorbed and addicted that i just couldn't stop painting it, which ends up with me finishing the WHOLE DAMN THING within two hours. I'm RATHER satisfied. Well, not too much :X
Two hours is still too damn long. I needed that one hour to sort out my chinese stuff. I think i'll go to sch a little earlier tmr to settle the stupid yellow file things.

Has anyone ever wondered why CHINESE LANGUAGE FILES are often yellow/green? It's been like this since primary school. Well, my primary school had a standard subject file colour for everyone. Green is for science, Blue is for maths, Red is for english and Yellow is for Chinese. It's standard.
So i come to the amazing conclusion that Chinese lang teachers are racist. (?!)

Lethargy

2010-02-08T21:31:00.002+08:00

I don't know why, but recently, i feel as if my energy is dropping.
I used to be able to stay up until a really late time, like say, 12-2 am. But recently, as in this few weeks, my eyelids are barely staying open when it's only 9pm. I think it's got something to do with the fact that my body isn't adapting even though it's been two whole months after nov/dec hols?
Yeah, i think so.
I get tired easily and in the morning, i'm getting more and more sleepy.
I feel so anti social nowadays. It's not because I've suddenly become very guai or suddenly love doing homework or something, it's because i'm not in the mood to be "crazy" and "hyper", or whatever you guys wanna call me, like i was last year.

I think there's something wrong with my brain.

Blah.

I need replies PLEASE.

2010-02-04T20:42:00.002+08:00

I was at Macs with elson mummy and sophia today. And i suddenly wondered if my blog was actually interesting O.O

Elson says my blog sucks. Sophia says it's ok.

So yeah, if there are any readers at all, I'D LIKE YOUR OPINION.

Pretty please with a cherry on top? ;D

Autumn Queen

2010-02-03T21:38:00.003+08:00

Yeah, two posts within an hour. This post is to showcase my newest photomanip?
BLAH. It's still as awful. I know. Disappointing. I love Lord Kevinz from DeviantArt.

VIEW AND COMMENT ANYWAY? ;D

Washing the toilet

2010-02-03T18:34:00.003+08:00

Today, i washed and scrubbed my house's toilet for the first time ever in my life.
Don't get me wrong. This Kimia isn't a spoilt brat who never ever lifts a finger to help out with housework. It's because ever since young, I LOVED PLAYING WITH WATER, don't say you don't like playing with water cos if you don't, you're weird. Well, my mother tried making me do chores like washing my shoes/ washing clothes/ cleaning toilets etc, but the situation always ends up with me ruining all her furnitures with water and the whole floor will be freakin wet cos i'll be warring with my brother using water.

So yeah... I don't think my mother is stupid enough to let me do any chores that will have water involved again. Not even washing the dishes. Nope, i'm not allowed to wash the dishes. AREN'T YOU JEALOUS NOW? ;D

Ok, back to my washing toilet experience. As i said before, i wasn't supposed to be washing the toilet. I came home from school, i gathered my clothes and prepared to shower. Just then my mother came home. She was like, "OMG, I JUST SPRAYED THE TOILET CLEANING ALKALI IN THE TOILET! QUICK, WASH YOUR LEGS AND YOUR ASS BEFORE IT ROTS!" and I was scared out of my skin cos i really thought that my legs and ass would rot.
Then after that my mother said, "Since you're already wet, why don't you help me clean away the alkali? Just scrub around the floors and toilet bowl."

And so i did. And i realised that i relished that experience. WASHING TOILETS IS A GREAT AND AMAZING THING TO DO.

Now, before anyone calls me weird or anyone goes around saying "Yes, Luo Yi is gay shit. She likes washing toilets", I'd like to say, TRY WASHING TOILETS FOR YOURSELF AND YOU'LL KNOW WHAT I MEAN.
No, i'm not trying to be sarcastic. I mean it from the bottom of my heart. When i take that filled with hair/chucks/grime/mildew brush and scrub it on the floor, I get SUPER touched by the immense colour change. Initially, it's yellow/brown/black/green, when, after a few scrubs, it becomes white. WHITE.
I tell you, that feeling of satisfaction is GREAT.
At that point of time, i felt like i could understand what those people with obsessive compulsive disorders feel. FYI, people with obsessive compulsive disorders are people who do nothing but wash their hands all day long because they think it's fun(?)

I think i scrubbed the toilet much more than my mother always does O.O
I even scrubbed the tap and the walls and the pipes and the mirror and behind the toilet bowl.

Ok, i know what you're thinking. SHUT UP. I need to do my homework, i need to concentrate.

MICs. Gosh, they are SOOOOOOOOOOOO amusing ;D

2010-02-02T19:28:00.002+08:00

I attended some talk today with melody, wangxi and liangyue. It was a talk suuposedly to help us better interpret songs that are set for SYF or something.

The speaker of the talk was a middle aged guy who was used to using english to speak, but was not fluent at it. He had an obvious chinese accent.
He first taught us the factors to look out for during composising a song.

THE SPEAKER : "When we want to compose a song, it is very important to look out for the tonkala. Tonkala can be adjusted in many different ways. As a budding musician, it is important to know the different ways."

KIMIA : "What is tonkala?"

MELODY : "Uh... A kind of coffee?"

-At this point of time, the speaker types two word on the visualiser (or whatever it's called)-

TONE COLOUR

-Silence-

MELODY and KIMIA burst out in silent laughter.

Since when was there a phrase "tone colour" in the first place? And that speaker pronounced it as TONKALA.
I think he derived the phrase "tone colour" from the chinese music term, "音色", which sort of means the ambience of the music. I think. Well, the reason is more or less that.

Word of the day, people. Tonkala, remember Tonkala.

Cry tears which cannot be seen. You'll feel better that way anyhow...

2010-02-01T18:30:00.002+08:00

Ever had this feeling of extreme sadness but yet you can't cry?
That horrid feeling is there. It's there and the feeling is strong, but yet, there's no way you can release that horrible feeling inside.

Because you can't cry.

Crying is a natural phenomenon, it can't be forced. Even if it's forced, anyone with half a brain can tell that it's false.
True crying is uncontrollable and unpredictable. It can strike at anytime, anywhere. True crying also takes up a really long time.

How long? Ever heard of people who cried til their eyes bled?

h/k

My mother said something yesterday which killed me inside.

"我有四个孩子。有一个快要死了。"

I only have two siblings. And one dog.

Paparrazi

2010-01-31T13:41:00.003+08:00

Sudden addiciton to Lady Gaga's VIDEOS.
Please note that the word "VIDEOS" is in caps. I only like her videos, ME NO LIKE HER SONGS.
But yes, PAPARAZZI IS PERFECT.

GREAT SONG, GREAT VIDEO.

Why do i love her videos? Everything is so artistically planned out. Her costumes are so outrageous and her hairstyles are EPIC.
In this blog post, i shall list out what seemed to me as "scenes" from the video and write my little love notes to the scenes.

All these scenes are from the PV of Paparazzi.

SCENE ONE -White Swimsuit-like thingy which makes her chest seem unbelievably flat-
I think this scene is absolutely ugly. Swirling bnw back ground and the stupid piece of cloth that erases her boob's existence. This is the worst scene in the video.

SCENE TWO -Lollipop Hair-
I LOVE HER HAIR AND HER EPIC SHADES IN THIS SCENE. The shades are so gay, they are openable and closeable ;D Her hair is the shape of a lollipop. HOW SEXY CAN THAT GET. OMG ;D

SCENE THREE -Prostitute outfit, rococo couch-
I think she really looks damn slutty. I mean, a black PVC dress which revels your chest and you back and YOUR BUTT? That is totally what anyone would wear if there's a fancy dress party that's themed "Prostitute". LOL. Love th couch though. Rococo <3
This scene is a repetitive scene.

SCENE FOUR -Armour-
HER ARMOUR OUTFIT IS EPIC. I LOVE IT. EXTREMELY LOVE IT. It's such scenes in the video that makes it absolutely delightful.

SCENE FIVE -Dying girls-
Somewhat a very out of place scene. Also repetitive throughout the video. Shows shots of girls dying in weird ways. HAHA. Some are in REALLY AWKWARD poses. I personally like the shot in which a maid is lying on the floor, face down, with golden liquid pouring out of her mouth. Sweet ;D

SCENE SIX -Gaga with three guys on rococo couch-
It's similar to the -Prostitute outfit, rococo couch- scene. Except that there's three blonde long hair guys together with her. Another repetitive scene. In the scenes, they kiss and hug and lick each other's lips/tongues =.= Oh, and one of the guys LICKED HER SHOE for a second or something. I think it's 5:35 or somewhere there. OMG, that's just so weird ok. LICKING HER SHOE. HER DAMN SHOE. Yucks.
(I think that the guys resemble Lord Kevinz;D AKA i think those guys are rather hot. But of course, Lord Kevinz is still the hottest;D)

SCENE SEVEN -BNW fluffy dress dance-
I absolutely love this scene. I LOVE IT. IT'S TOO AWESOME. Her dancing is great and solid and sharp. And i love the fluffy black thing on her hips and her shoulders ;D I LOVE THE SIDE DANCERS AS WELL. They make the whole dance more bizarre and makes Gaga look weirder ;D
And don't you think that the Rococo themed venue is just so sweet? ;D

SCENE EIGHT -Mohawk Hair that looks like a broom-
I don't really like this scene -.- For one, the music at this part is the HORRIBLEST. The lyrics don't make sense, Gaga sounds like a man who wants to become a woman and her clothes look like garbage bag strips tied around her body. And her hair LOOKS LIKE A BROOM. Wtf.

SCENE NINE -Before murdering her boyfriend who looks like a douche-
I love her EPIC mickey mouse outfit. SEXY LIPS, SEXY SHADES, SEXY TIGHT FULL BODY SUIT. But her boyfriend is so ugly UGLY GAY SHIT and he wears purple meggings O.O How gay is that...
And OH LOOK, the dead maid who vomited golden liquid is back ;D

SCENE TEN -Close ups of her lips-
Gorgeous. Her lips and tongue is pinkish and so bright. Weird but pretty. I think it's because her black lipstick contrast her mouth colour.

SCENE ELEVEN -Boyf dies, She smiles-
I like how she just drinks her tea and stares while her boyf collapses. Oh, but i HATE her "fingers on lip, stares like a frog, act cute" look at the ending.

Gosh, i think scrutinizing videos are really rather fun. I shall do this more. MUAHAHA..
Another VIDEO of gaga's that i love is Bad Romance. But i think bad romance sounds absolutely awful -.-

SOY

2010-01-30T21:33:00.006+08:00

Vivienne's the one on the right, Oresama's the one on the left ;D

SOY was today. In a nutshell, SOY is a cosplay which is organised by some anime club thing in Ngee Ann Poly.
Went there with Vivienne, alicia, amelia, libing, mr weng, dylan and yuji(?)
Dylan and Yuji are Vivienne's maple friends.

It was a rather interesting event. They had a tofu cafe -.-

Right now, i'm waiting anxiously for Mr Weng to post th pictures that he took there. Cause he's phtog and well, photogs take better photos right?

Had on rather thick makeup today. We spent like forever in the toilet. Alicia changed into her yukata, i pasted my false eyelashes and blah.
We bought a sketch for Netto. It costs 1 dollar O.O

LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEXT COSPLAY CONS ;D

When things get bad, there are always things to make it better, even if it's just by a tiny bit.

2010-01-29T21:49:00.003+08:00

Oresama hearts fellow Temasek Sec debaters and DEAREST 2/2 09 ;D
They are a ton lot of fun and laughter. Today, we diverged from facebook to phone sex.
Amazing huh -.-
Today was great, even though i started my day by crying buckets in the morn.
It's one of those rare days i feel whole and like my life is complete, even though nobody's life is ever complete.

Thank you for making me laugh. Thank you for making me smile. It was lovely meeting you all.

If i'm reborn-ed, let's meet again yeah ;D

She sucks.

2010-01-26T22:54:00.001+08:00

I hate Mdm S.
I'm so totally going to get a C6 or less for art this year.
VERMA.

She doesnt deserve to be a teacher

2010-01-26T20:01:00.002+08:00

I'm beginning to hate doing art homework. I hate it when I put in my full effort for an artwork then MdmS will assess it with her halfass-ed mentality. It's like i do so much yhoping for my artwork to affect people's emotions/thoughts/blah but she'll just come over, take one look at it, give a glum face and walk off. And she only looks at the artwork for only about 2 seconds?

I really hate it. She makes me feel like doing art has no more purpose.

I have a drawing to be submitted tomorrow. It's supposed to be related to Singapore youths or something. She rejected my idea of an anthro merlion. But i'm going to draw anyway.

What do you think of when you see the word FRIENDSHIP?

I think of love.

Kite runner changed my POV

2010-01-24T22:17:00.002+08:00

A random thought.
I was so damn disturbed after i read that scene in which this guy raped a low class slave in the book, Kite Runner.
Then i decided, there is no worse rape in this world than a guy raping a guy. To me, a guy raping a guy is worse than an adult raping a child.

Rape is humiliation. You steal someone's dignity and pride when you rape them. But for a guy rape guy situation, isn't it worse? I mean, guys have a huge load of pride right? So ridding them of their pride is somewhat killing them, no? And plus you'll be fcking a guy's anus if you rape him -.- That's totally...........................

Just horrible.

In the book, the guy was bleeding after he got raped. So if a guy rapes a guy, bascially he makes the person bleed and makes him humiliated. Oh, and th guy who got raped might even become homo or something after the horrible thing. So yeah, you not only hurt him physically and emotionally, you make him mentally disturbed too.

OMG, I'M SO RANDOM.

Oh, shut up about food.

2010-01-24T00:19:00.002+08:00

My bro's an ass. Let's hope he or his stupid gay shit friends sees this.
I HATE MY BROTHER. He's a fking ass. His name is Tan Rui Heng and his from tampsec and he FUCKING SUCKS. I wonder how he even get friends.

14 siao is so gay ;D

2010-01-23T22:51:00.002+08:00

Remember that little squirrel who tried to jio Angel and Shermaine's friend?;D

He got together with a bunch of other little squirrels and created an online gang. Sorry, but i find that extremely hilarious.
Temasek's reputation is thus killed within less than a week. GOSH, loads happened while we were away at pahang camp.
I wonder what other funny things happened. Should this Kimia set up a ilovechildishpaikiasbecausetheyaresogayandposeurishandretarded club?

Nah, she has better things to do. A short rant is enough, i tell you ;D

Pahang.

2010-01-22T17:09:00.001+08:00

Finally back from Pahang Camp ;D

From the camp, i learnt ...

...how to play chucky chucky
EVERYBODY was playing this gay and weird game whilst waiting for our food or on the bus or whatever. It's actually a really stupid game, nothing special at all. But somehow, it's addictive. It's a really good group game ;D
...that 人不可貌相
Shall not elaborate further -.- I'm avoiding flames.
...that i hate bunny people
Bunny people is a phrase sort of invented by Alvis and Rahman. Alvis invented the action and Rahman invented the name. HAHA. Ask me if you want to know more about bunnies, i'll then decide if you're suitable to listen.
...that people are not always what they seem to be
In a sense, this is both in the good way and in the bad way. I learnt this while observing the bunnies and observing some others. Some others who are really really nice.
...guys don't necessarily need to have a good looking face to be hot, just a sexy jawline and gorgeous fingers will do
Did this Kimia spot a hot guy during her camp? NO. Kimia was bored and dying with the lack of eyecandy throughout the camp. I just suddenly realised that i've been judging hot guys according to this criteria while i was trying to fall asleep. Just something random -,-
...it is possible to not shit for many days
I didn't shit at all during the 4 days at pahang. I swear. And i think this is the same for many others?
...to appreciate my material comforts more
Suddenly hot water heater and bedsheets seem like a REALLY REALLY big deal.
...that Shameer is racist to himself
Quote, "If you see a floating Tshirt in the cave, don't worry, it's just me."
...Resilience.
Like, DUH! It's a resilience camp! If i'm not more resilient by the end of the camp, i might as well just lie around all day and rot.

Ok, off to do another photo manipulation. Hope it'll be successful :C
It's Gakupo fan art tonight, right?

Funny Translations

2010-01-17T14:27:00.002+08:00

Remember the trabslation i did? There was one part in which i don't know how to translate the character's chinese name into japanese romanji, so i included a note: (i don't know his surname:X).
Today, i viewed the final product. Then i saw this speech bubble which was introducing the character's name.

The speech bubble says

"Takabi(I don't know his surname:X), 18 years old, senior high 3rd year."

Hilarious;D

If you guys wanna take a look at the comic, do tell me, i'll show you someday.
Even though i got seriously sick and tired of that comic, but seeing the end result makes me feel really satisfied. Makes me feel like improving my CL so that I can take translating to a higher level of difficulty;D

h/k

It's Pahang Camp tmr. Surprisingly, the feeling of excitement isn't getting to me yet.
I think Elson's haversack is a little small. To Elson, if you're reading this : I'm not intending to roll my clothes 'cause that'll take up more space -.-
I'm intending to get at least a little tanner after the pahang camp. I can't stay white and boring for the rest of my life! D:

Guilt ridden kimia.

2010-01-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

Today i got caught by Mdm LCS today, for my hair and attire. And i cried. Because i felt that i've betrayed her trust in me.

She's caught me countless times for my hair and attire, but never once has she given me a warning letter or cut my hair.

All she said was, " I'm very disaapointed", One little sentence is enough to send me crying buckets.

Addicted to youtube comedians :X

2010-01-15T21:57:00.003+08:00

Onision is a youtuber who makes bloody weird and awesome videos ;D
And he has an absolutely gorgeous face. And he is so funny.
His videos are weird, funny and awesome ;D

Watch this video. I know Angel will laugh like shit whilst she's watching this. I just know it. She'll laugh and laugh and laugh and then she'll laugh too hard and get stomachache and her mom will ask her to shut up.

He's a mad freak ;D LOVE HIM! ;D

h/k

There's CO tmr. Btw, i hate some sec ones alr. How nice of me ;D

Heaven is not far away.

2010-01-14T21:02:00.001+08:00

Melody's house. Edited with PS ;D
Seems, emotional?
Bleah.

Love you all ;D

2010-01-13T21:01:00.001+08:00

Thanks loads to everyone today ;D
Though today ain't something special since forever, cos oresama isn't famous yet.
Someday when i'm famous, i expect you guys to idolise me.
YA'LL HEAR? ;D

joke.

れいた様 <3

2010-01-12T12:24:00.005+08:00

Complete a Reita fan art ytd night, which turned out absolutely horrible T_T
It looks ok if you were to see it from far, but close up... It's just YUCK.
I love Reita. He's one of my favourtites in GazettE;D So i've decided to draw a fan art of him. I guess he's easy cos his face is always partially covered up. HAHA.

Original picture

My final work

View and comment? ;D

Video again ;D

2010-01-11T19:52:00.002+08:00

Everyone's probably sick of videos already. But i really sincerely feel this need to share awesome vids with everyone i know :C

Vanilla, by Gackt.

Gackt is one of those really talented people like Miyavi who does all sorts of things and excel in all that he does.
Gackt is a singer, songwriter, multi-instrumentalist, actor, poet and model.
He's a POET. I mean, WOW, a rock musician is also a poet? To me, that's really something worth my respect.
Kimia has a new wish to become like Gackt someday ;D I want to become a multi-tasking genius with good arts and music skills.

Ok, keep dreaming, Kimia.

Anyway, i think the videography of this PV is really horrible. They get people dressed in red and white to dance around like a bunch of lunatics trying to be dancers. RED and WHITE. What? Why the hell these two colours? That's the worst colour combination ever! As anyone can tell, this Kimia is not a patriotic person ;D
But Gackt looks damn hot in this video. He has sexy clothes, sexy hair, sexy eyes, everything. And his high pitches and vibratos are just too amazing to be human.

;D

HELLO BACK TO YOU.

2010-01-10T13:04:00.003+08:00

Yes, i saw. Imagine my surprise when i was greeted so warmly the moment i entered.
You know, sarcasm is taken to a whole new level when you're horrible at grammar, vocabulary and basic english skills. Add to the fact that you've completely neglected the need for respecting individuals on the Net.

In my book, flaming is not wrong. In fact, it's becoming more like a social activity. But to flame without anonymousity of the other party, what do you think others will see you as?

Blogging shows your character. If you blog with alot of hokkien and vulgarites (like, 30 vulgar words in a paragraph), people immediately feel that you're a poseur/ahlian/whatever. Let's say if you blog with horrible english to flame someone( i'm not talking about net language or short forms of words or emotes or whatever), people immediately see you as a douche bag with half a brain who tries to be sarcastic but fails anyway.

Yes, You. I'm talking about You. That's correct. I saw. Yes ;D
I never ever reveal names when i'm to flame someone. This is because i'll cause embarrassment to the one i'm flaming. I'll also cause unnecessary trouble for myself. More ever, nothing good comes to me or others if i'm to reveal names.
So why reveal names when flaming? There are more disadvantages to advantages.
So what's this thing about cowardice? I'm just CAREFULLY setting my reputation on fire.

When i flame someone on my blog, i actually DO expect the person i'm flaming to see it. That's the whole point of flaming, no? I wanted you to see it, understand me and the others' frustration, and use reverse psychology to encourage you to change as it is required.

As for my reply to the nijuuth, I'd like to say that I WOULD VERY MUCH DO IT IF I CAN. FYI, someone has already submitted the info needed to the teacher already.

Things are going to happen. I'm going to get haters and more flamers and blah. I know this is all going to happen, but anyway, i'm not really in the mood to care right now. The feeling of amusement plus irritation mixed together is not a good feeling.

OH, btw, quotation marks are used to quote something. Don't use them as and when you wish even though there's nothing like that in the original thing, cos it's just not right and it shows others your level of intelligence. OOPS! SORRY!

And yes, it's ok if you want to bitch about me to others or come to me and scream at me. It's perfectly fine if you want to buy a voodoo doll and name it after me too. I believe in karma, if that's what you want me to say.

And to all other bystanders/readers, don't jump to conclusions just because you read this post and the other post or whatever you've heard. If you don't know the whole story, it's wiser to just shut up and think about it.

Once again, i wonder how many people read my blog. It's quite amazing how little tags i get and how much response i might get if i flame someone. The difference in the amount is giganormous.

vocaloids <33333333

2010-01-10T12:53:00.002+08:00

Imitation black is nice >w<
Gakupo has a sexy voice because Gackt has a sexy voice! ;D
I need new earphones. Previously mine was already spoilt for one side, but then i lost the whole damn thing :C I need a new one. Will someone kindly buy the 60plus doallars one for my birthday ? ;D

JOKE.

h/k

I had a horrible dream this morning. It involves the dying of many people and Vivienne asking me to let her copy my homework.

jihaku

2010-01-09T19:55:00.003+08:00

I have this incredible urge to draw another Hatsune Miku fan art :X But i'll only have time for that once i'm done with my Fish Lady and th picture of MrsV that i've been intending to draw for a long time.
My next hatsune Miku fan art shall portray the bright and happy side of Miku, not th cold side of her anymore. HAHA.
There were many comments about the lack of facial features. But well, in reality, i'm better at facial features than at anything else when it comes to drawing -.-
Miku needs more and much more hair. And a cute face. Noted.

h/k

CCA orientation for the secONES today. Went quite well, managed to harass a few secONES. Was commented that CO played louder than usual for fenyongqianjing. I think it's 'course everyone was sitting much closer to each other today? That's why it seemed to be louder. I think.

h/k

Ok, nothing else to blog about. I'm a boring blogger, so sorry for not entertaining you. Go read xiaxue. You're sure to be entertained~

h/k

Here's some pictures of Gackt for your viewing pleasure.

GACKT'S HAIR IS AN EXACT REPLICA OF CLOUD STRIFE'S. OMG. HOT HOT HOT. YOU KNOW GENESIS OF FFVIICC IS MODELLED AFTER GACKT AND VOICED BY GACKT? xD

"The me of 10 years in the future, 20 years, 30 years...Right now, that future is too dazzling, and I cannot see it."
-Gackt

wtfk. liars

2010-01-08T21:07:00.001+08:00

I just realised that Newspapers are sometimes untrue because of the lack of background knowledge.

Vanilla

2010-01-08T20:37:00.001+08:00

Vanilla by Gackt is a song about sex. HAHA!

2010-01-08T20:02:00.004+08:00

Gakupo and Gackt <3 ( Gackt on the left, Gakupo on right)

Gakupo is a vocaloid with Gackt as the voice xD
GACKT IS DAMN V HOT AND SEXY AND OMG AWESOME. GAKUPO TAKES AFTER HIM! ;D
Just stare at Gackt somemore, then go and watch the PV of "Vanilla" by Gackt ;D
I love them <3

she's a bitch

2010-01-06T19:35:00.005+08:00

I'm tired and sick of school, and it's not even been one week since school reopened. I'm getting Mdm S as my teacher for art, at least, that's what Mrs O told me. Yes, Mdm S is that stupid old faggotty asshole with only black and white seaweed as eyeballs.

Suddenly i feel so stupid and weird and cheated. I have no idea why. I just feel so horrible. What the fuck did i do in my past life to deserve her as my art teacher for two whole fucking years? With a teacher like her, i'll not be able to be top in class. EVER. I won't ever be able to become top. Fuck. You know how horrible it is to be good at nothing except for ONE THING and you are not the best at the ONE THING you are good at?

I've probably said this before. I feel useless when this happens to me. Not only useless, i get the feeling that i can't ever do anything right.

h/k

I ate potato chips so i'm going to gain 10 kgs by tmr morning.
Oh, i wonder how many people actually read my blog. It's quite amazing how little tags i get and how much response i might get if i flame someone.
The difference in the amount is giganormous.

h/k

Learnt that 'Miss'Weng is no longer our teacher in charge for debate. Sort of miss him? Somehow i feel that his presence is a big difference in the debate club. Don't know why i think this way, but i just do. It's like, he's motivational? He's a really awesome teacher (*recounts the number of times i've cursed in front of him and he kept quiet*)and he's the only teacher who does not disapprove of otaku-ism. The heck? He himself is the oldest otaku that i know;D

first day. BLAH

2010-01-05T21:32:00.005+08:00

First day of school was BLAH.
Second day of school was BLAHBLAH.
I had quite a nice time meeting my new teachers. I think they're all quite nice, so far :X
I know that MrN is a huge failure at teaching maths though... He was my relief teacher for emaths today. After he explained the steps to acquire the answer for a particular question, he asked the class, "Anybody got question?". I think tangsen or simkang raised his hand and said "Teacher, can repeat the whole thing again? Repeat from the beginning. I don't understand at all."

He is damn hilarious. He's good at the maths but he doesnt bother to like, fully realise if all his students understand or not alr. Luckily he's only a relief teacher. If not i'm guaranteed to fail maths :X

Nothing much happened today. I think i like my phy, chem and eng teachers. I think.
They seem rather nice. My new english teacher looks like MissL from primary school. So i guess that's the reason why i think i like my new eng teacher? HAHA.

It's the second day of school, and i have homework already. Not really surprised, i guess. Afterall, i had homework on the second day of school too last year.
I'm trying to predict when the phase of enormous stress will come. No LCS for me this year, so probably that phase might skip this year of my life.
I't s a re-occuring phase. It's definitely gonna come when i'm sec4.

h/k

Someone didn't come for CO today. He/She brought the instrument casing but forgot to bring the instrument. Which is quite surprising. Since his/her instrument casing only consists of ONE lightweight instrument and it'll be very obvious whether you brought your instrument or not.

I'd recommend all those slackers out there to NOT doubt others' ability to THINK and create other excuses which are much more convincing and not such an obvious "I think you're stupid so you'll probably believe this lie" excuse.

'Cause such excuses are stupid. Dead stupid.

Anyway, why did you bother joining a cca in the first place if you really hate it that much? If had thought coming to CO is a chance for you to slack, you're dead wrong. If you wanted to slack, you could have joined something like enterprise, in which they have so many members that it doesn't matter if you skip or not.

Maybe i'm a little rude to say this. Perhaps skipping cca sessions is a hobby of him/her. I should not be so rude as to criticise others' hobbies.

I'm so sorry then, my dear girl/boy. I really did not mean to insult your hobbies and interests.
Saying so, i'm a stubborn and obstinate bitch, so i'm going to insult your hobby anyway. I don't really care what you think of me, alright? Because ppl with such hobbies are not worth my caring for your feelings towards me. Why, you should be proud that i'm honouring you in my blog by blogging about you.

h/k

I'm a sarcastic bitch. Gosh.
I wonder if tomorrow will be any more interesting...

What i think about 2010.

2010-01-02T23:20:00.002+08:00

(Late post. Yes. I don't care)

My greatest wish for the new year is that I won't get shitty art teachers to teach me next year. I pray with the whole of my heart that i won't get MdmS. I hate Mdm S. Her very existence had cursed my whole of the second half of 2009. She's a bad excuse for a teacher and should probably just retire already.

I really don't know what to do if i'm to get her next year. I think i'll emo for one day? BLAH. Emo is a stupid word. What does it even means anyway? There's no exact meaning to it. You see someone sitting alone and not smiling and you call that emo-ing. You see someone crying and that's emo-ing. Someone walks past you and doesn't smile and it's also called emo-ing. Some keeps looking down when walking together with you, that's emo-ing as well.

Emo stands for emotive hardcore right? So um... sad = emotive hardcore?
WTF?

Ok, back to my new year resolutions/wishes/dreams/goals.

I resolve to pass ALL maths exams next year. And i resolve to become a good friend to my new classmates. And i resolve to practice hard enough to be better than SY.
In summary, i resolve to become a better person and have a value-creative year.

I aim to improve in my art skills. Realism drawing must be improved greatly. Thus i shall practice more. Much more.

This post is so crap -.-

I'm addicted to vocaloids :X

2009-12-28T18:51:00.004+08:00

I have a need to post this. First time doing vocaloids fan art ;D How's my Miku?
Mind commenting? COMMENTS TO GO TO MY TAGBOARD! ;D

Peanut butter jelly

2009-12-27T21:03:00.001+08:00

DON ASK ME WHY, i just need to post this video.
I think everyone's tired of videos already? Blah. But this is really funny. Really ;D

DANCING BANANA FTW!

RETARDED BUT NICE. HAHA

2009-12-27T14:52:00.004+08:00

I know i've probably posted this video before, but well, i want to share it with all you guys again.

IT'S VERMAING HILARIOUS AND GAY AND STUPID. But the lyrics are rather fine. I wonder if they specially created this to encourage japanese to continue being optimistic and work hard even during time of crisis.
Cos japan faced recession for quite a long time sometime ago, i think.
It's sorta brave if you think about it.

I mean, will you wear JUST a white underwear and a leaf just so you can encourage your nation?
Trust me, i won't do that even if you pay me all the money in this world. HAHA ;D

i still love gazette

2009-12-25T14:09:00.002+08:00

I have this irritating urge to post another TheGazettE's vids which can be found on youtube. But i know videos annoys and freaks ppl out so i shall be nice and not post it ;D

Recently i've been thinking alot about my life. What if i'm actually not who i think i am?
I mean, what if i'm actually a mentally ill person. And this life that i think i have is actually my fabricated imagination. So i'm really a retarded asshole who's in a straitjacket and i think i'm Tan Luo Yi.

Kind of creepy, don't you think? But it's possible right? HAHA.

RUKI-SAMA TO AOI-SAMA DESU~

2009-12-23T13:37:00.002+08:00

In this vid, they talk about their holiday memories ;D
Just like many of us, they don't do hols hw. HAHA!
I wonder if they chiong hols hw last minute like we do =.=
WATCH TIL THE END.

SAYS AOI : I hope everyone has learnt something from this video.
SAY RUKI : Never become adults like this.

;D OMG THEY ARE HILARIOUS.
Everytime i watch a GazettE video, i'll go crazy and love them mad once more. But recently, i've been thinking that maybe i don't REALLY love them THAT much. I mean, they are hot and awesome but yeah... I don't think i'm too obsessed as a fan girl.
I realised that i've been idolizing them because i want to be like them.

This is probably because i'm an attention seeking bitch. But it's one of my wishes to become a famous musician to play in a band.
Not that i am talented in music though. The only i'm ok at is my voice =.= And that's nothing much.
i think it's amazing that ppl have fun whilst you're having fun with your music.

OMG, i feel so retarded =.= WATCH THE VID LA.

SLOW SLOW SLOW

2009-12-21T18:46:00.000+08:00

OMSV SINGAPORE COMICS ARE SO SLOW.

>.<

3rd post in a day. lol

2009-12-21T16:36:00.004+08:00

Yeah, 3rd post in the day. I know, annoying, bear with me ;D
Just completed another photomanipulative digital art.

Done with this:

MY FINAL PRODUCT :

Yes, i know this photomanipulation is horrible D:

i think th colours are too bright?

BLAH. I'll do better next time i guess T_T

But anyways, it's much better than someone who does a simple drawing on MSpaint or does a pixels drawing that is SO SIMPLE anyone could do it but still shows off anyway.

Pixels are nothing to show off about, unless it's something really artistic.

I HATE PPL WHO SHOW OFF EVEN THOUGH IT'S REALLY REALLY NOTHING TO BE PROUD OF.

I'm bored and sick of translating work :C

2009-12-21T15:43:00.002+08:00

Read this blog post's title.
Read it and absorb it and fully comprehend it in your mind. Then you try to put yourself in my shoes.
Then open your mouth and say "Poor luo yi. I fully understand why."

YOU KNOW WHY? BECAUSE THE MANGA THAT THEY ASKED ME TO TRANSLATE IS A HORRIBLY BORING ONE. It's romance, but it's just so typical romance. GUY LIKES GIRL, GIRL LIKES SOMEONE ELSE, GUY HATES OTHER GUY, GIRL FINDS OUT SHE LIKES THE GUY.
And the art is not even good. Ok, i was being polite. THE ART WAS FUCKINGLY ANNOYINGLY BORING.

Ok, i'm just being random =.=

GazettE <3

2009-12-21T14:19:00.003+08:00

SILLY GOD DISCO - THE GAZETTE

Ruki's voice sounds DAMN WEIRD through that tiny megaphone. HAHA. He rocks!
I love the way they get so high on their own performance;D
Look carefully and you see smiles on their faces. That's real amazing. Imagine your audience getting high on your performance, whilst you're much much more ecstatic than nany one of them, that huge crowd.

I want to perform like that someday too~

OMG LOOK AT AOI'S ARMOUR RING! xD

AVATAR FTW HAHA

2009-12-19T13:39:00.002+08:00

Caught Avatar with a bunch of people ytd;D it's great. Really great. The whole film is done in a fantasy setting. Absolutely beautiful and FF-like.
I feel the creatures are cat-like. They have funny noses and they hiss. YEAH, they hiss, which is a really creepy thing about them.

Go watch the show in 3D if you can ;D I wish i could have watched in 3D. It's just so AWESOME. Ok, i'm a dork who loves fantasy. BLAH.

FANTASY IS MY REALITY.

Kaname is hot X3

2009-12-18T11:28:00.005+08:00

KANAME☆様，私わ大好き！

KANAME☆ is a japanese cosplayer. And he's awesome. OMG, look at his cosplay pictures of Cloud Strife. I melted xD

Took the pictures from these URLs :
-http://naokoko.multiply.com/photos/album/6/6#photo=14
-http://naokoko.multiply.com/photos/album/6/6#photo=17
-http://naokoko.multiply.com/photos/album/6/6#photo=16

OMG, HE'S SO VERMA HOT! ;D

2009-12-16T22:01:00.001+08:00

This vid is just damn funny. Just take a look. About a minute long ;D

なんで = Why?!

HAHA! I LOVE HIS EXTREME REACTION.

Noctis Lucis Caelum

2009-12-15T21:50:00.007+08:00

I think this guy is hopelessly hot. Oh, of course cloud is still the hottest weirdo in FF. But well, NOCTIS IS SO HOT, HE'S BOILING AND IF I DON'T POST A PICTURE OF HIM IN MY BLOG I'LL REINCARNATE AS V'S EYEBALLS.
Yes Cloud, i still love you ;D I still love you ALOT.
BUT, for now, Noctis is my number one ;D

NOCTIS LUCIS CAELUM

Do click on the image and look at it in a more detailed POV ;D
Just take a deep long look at his SEXY EYEBALLS. It's deep red. Gosh, i love red. I especially love red that has gone out of it's way and transformed into bordeaux.
And bordeaux is exactly the sexy colour of sexy Noctis' sexy eyeballs!
I have a pen that is this colour ;D It's awesome.
Some people made passing comments like "I like your pen, it's so gay!" or "Your pen th colour is nice. Looks sort of gay and really gothic at the same time" or "Why you buy such a weird colour? It doesn't look red anymore!"

The point is, i didn't intend to buy a red pen. Bordeaux was the colour i've been looking out for since I've decided that i love red.

Omg, just stare at Noctis' eyeballs for a little while longer. Maybe he'll come alive and say "What the F are you staring? Never seen a Caelum prince before?".

I love XIAXUE now ;D

2009-12-15T19:42:00.002+08:00

http://xiaxue.blogspot.com/2005/04/evangelising-has-time-and-funerals-are.html

Don't read this if you're easily offended.

I LOVE XIAXUE because of this post by her.

Random ;D

2009-12-14T22:00:00.002+08:00

BTW, you'll see this conversation in angel's blog too. HAHA! But i've added a few more details ah.

Luoyi: I think pikachu+dango=very nice video
Angel: I'm bored.
Luoyi:I'm addicted to dangoes.
Angel: I want a boyfriend.
Luoyi: I want to cosplay.
Angel: I want to keep a boyfriend.
Luoyi:OMG wtf. did you just say you want a boyfriend? how can you betray my love? :(
Angel: haha. you're my wife. not my boyfriend. hah! you just realised i typed that smsed that omg.
Luoyi:I want to keep dolls.
Angel: I like pretty boys.
Luoyi:Its 236am. Elson just smsed meto say he's having his dinner and ask me why i'm tired. =,=
Angel: Oh man. I hate hw. i hate hw like shitzxcbjmldgpk. :(
Luoyi: I hate hw too. I hate hw cos it's so hatecake.
Angel: I want a boyfriend. Do you want one?
Luoyi: Haha! Yeah! I need reita to be my boyf! i want noctis to be my boyf too!
Angel: I want minho to be my boyfriend! do you like tall boys?
Luoyi: Only weirdos lik short guys=,= OMG. noctis is a character from final fantasy versus thirteen. he's damn hot. he's so hot, he's boiling
Angel: Haha! This conversation is so random. I'll post it on my clog.
Luoyi: Post it on your clog! Haha! Clog! Oh, i love clogging. Clogging is my hobby! I happen to have another hobby. It's called blogging. Blogging is fun too!;D
Angel: Haha! Clogging more funner than blogging!
Luoyi: More funner! Your engreesh very boomz! eh.
Angel: Haha! I want to keep a pet even though i sort of hate animals.
Luoyi: Ok wow. Fishes are good. You know the my sister;s keeper th sick sis had a goldfish? can you believe that we're using my sister's keeper for next year for english? It's so V nice la. Go read. I finished it today ;D

OK. HAHA!

Colour Splash. HAHA!

2009-12-14T20:46:00.002+08:00

Since colour splash pictures are so popular nowadays, i decided to make some. LOLS.
I just removed parts of th colours, th images does not belong to me. I'm jus doing this for fun ;D

URLs of the original pictures :

-http://media.photobucket.com/image/crayons/bescobedo84/crayons.jpg?o=29
-http://media.photobucket.com/image/nature/oregonjayhawk/DSC01669.jpg?o=6

And here's the result of removing th colours ;D

2009-12-10T20:49:00.002+08:00

My fan art of Zoro and Nami ;D My favourite pairing of all time~
I love Zoro. Zoro is so SEXY AND HOT AND AWESOME~
And Nami is just TOO CUTE AND PRETTY.
This is the first time i've drawn a fanart of One Piece so i totally screwed it up D:
Click on the image and add to your favourites if you have a deviantart account too;D

I know you've all missed me ;D

2009-12-08T13:47:00.003+08:00

I'm finally back from Thailand ;D
It's good and bad somehow -,- Good 'cause i can finally mug my hols hw and do my translations, bad 'cause thailand is really fun, AND MIYAVI IA GOING TO THAILAND ON THE 20TH.
Oh V. I want to go back there D:

h/k

I've learnt from my trip that :
Crazy = brain not 100 percent

Alot of other really cool things. Gotta update my deviantart first ;D

I have this sudden urge to add music to my blog but i most probably should not because music on blogs are irritating.

My exams went...................BLAH.

2009-12-01T20:02:00.002+08:00

Today was the NUS grading exam for most CO ppl. Only the percussion and cellobass ppl and losers like *ahem* didn't take.
NO, percussion and cellobass ppl are not losers, it's just that their exam is next year.
And NO, the loser is just specifically refering to *ahem*, not to anybody else who didnt take.
*ahem* is from dizi section, YES OF COURSE.

To think we paid 200++ dollars just for less than 10 minutes in front of an old man who is MIC and is quite nice. How amazing, i suddenly feel so stupid because of the short time spent in front of the teacher -,-

I played the 练习曲 until the 3rd or 4th line and i was asked to skip til the last line. The last line was hellish for me for the past few weeks, so i decided to use a different approach today.
And it worked. WTF. Yeah, few weeks of practicing something which i kept failing in and on the day itself, WOW, I PLAY IT WELL!
Then the examiner told me to skip the whole of the most difficult part in 六月茉莉 too. I was like " WOAH, heng ah!" internally. Cause' i tend to slip up occasionally for that part.
I also skipped the most difficult (but fun) part of 我是一个兵. I don't know whether to feel relieved or disappointed. Relieved cause' i can end the song early, disappointed cause' the ending is one of the parts where i play better at =.=

I think i can pass. But i hope i get distinction.
I HOPE.

h/k

Just read xiaxue's blog. Her blog is not as interesting as what it was made to appear. She just blogs like a typical bimbo/prostitute. OH, she looks like a bimbo/prostitute as well. She's one of those ppl who goes "fucking motherfuck fucking motherfucking fucktard fuck fuck fuck.." in EVERY post.

Like i've mentioned before, I hate girls who do that. OH, and i hate girls who call themself a motherfucker too. Worse still, they type it as " MuthaFucka" or something retarded like that.
The last time i saw a normal person type "muthafucka" is 50cent in his song lyric. He's a rapper, so it's ok. But you? You're a teenaged girl with no sense of self-respect.

If you call yourself a "muthafucka", doesn't that makes you a lesbian who commits incest?

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2009-12-01T16:56:00.002+08:00

I'm bored. Someone is a something. Blah.

new skinzxc

2009-11-29T14:46:00.003+08:00

I LOVE THIS BLOG POST TITLE COS IT HAS ZXC WHICH MEANS I'M TWITTING LIKE SOME POSEUR.
Whatever that's supposed to mean =.=

I've finally changed my blog skin. SEE! No more creepy eyeball pictures. It's nice and simple and bimbotic.
Don't get it wrong, i'm not trying to say that th designer of this blog is bimbotic or that i'm going to blog lik some bimbo.
This kimia is still going to blog like a proper person with eyeball fetish.

I need more tags. Nobody ever comes here D:

He's a guitar god.

2009-11-29T00:06:00.002+08:00

Miyavi - Selfish Love

I know he's verma hot, but just stare at his fingers in this video. He's just amazing at the guitar.
He's so good at it, he's not human anymore.

Not old enough to think?

2009-11-28T15:57:00.004+08:00

How old must one at least be to know basic courtesy? I'd say 5 or 6 is too late already.
Just a few days ago, I witnessed a whole fking huge group of 16 to 18 year olds who still did not know what courtesy was.
They were ruining their own image by publicly insulting someone. They insulted that person on a networking website, because they knew that she had a profile on that network and would definitely see the insults.

How immature can they get?

An apology is an apology. Perhaps you've spent too much time saying meaningless apologies that you assume that others say it meaninglessly as you do.
Trust me on this, knowing her, she NEVER EVER says sorry for no reason and if she doesn't mean it.

What's done has been done. Will scolding her make things right? It creates karma for yourself and hurt to the other party. Both losses, so why bother scolding?

She's learned. She understands. It's YOU the huge bunch of fking immature retards who don't understand. Please don't say things like "Oh nevermind la ;D" when she apologise and then after that start talking bad about her once she's gone.
That's cheap.
Don't do things which affect your reputation as a human being, it won't be easy to earn back after that.

I hate people who pretends to be big-hearted and forgiving. Pretenders are cheap.

Materia Cosplay

2009-11-25T21:21:00.001+08:00

EH OMG OMG OMG. COSPLAY. THEY MANAGED TO FIND A MATERIA FOR COSPLAY!

http://sgcafe.com/attachment.php?attachmentid=208130&d=1256655940

Smile like that forever? ;D

2009-11-23T18:48:00.005+08:00

I finally realised how much ppl can change over a short time. Read someone's blog.
Saw the zilian pics. Looked carefully at the smiles.
And i realise that shermaine has evolved out of her old emo self.
Even though the way she smiles is forever th same cute way, her recent photos show some sort of happiness in them. I dun know if it's just me, but i hope she really is happy now.

Somehow, i'm really glad for her. Hope she stays this way forever;D

She's a bitch who is MIC.

2009-11-20T16:55:00.002+08:00

I hate LIANGY.

I hate the weather -,-

2009-11-19T16:39:00.003+08:00

I'm going to be sick=.= And it's all because of the damn horrible weather.
One moment it's HOT. BURNING. And everyone melts. It's so hot that you want nothing better than a freezing bath.
The next moment it'll rain. Pouring buckets. Strong winds will blow and it'll be freezing. Cold. Horribly cold.

Now i'm sneezing like some retard -,- Amazing.

fking AVG

2009-11-18T22:03:00.005+08:00

OH MY SEXY V. I AM GOING TO DIE.
Please read and emphasize with my frustration.

I clicked on the mapleSEA icon. Then i realised there was a new patch. Then i started the patch. Then i waited for the patch to complete.
FINALLY, patch completed.
Then i clicked on the "Play" button.
Then the stupid damn antivirus thing popped out. I clicked " Ignore".
Then my maple was officially uninstalled.

LIKE WTFCK? I CLICKED "IGNORE" AND IT UNINSTALLED MY MAPLE. OH MY SEXY V.
And now i have to re-download the whole damn game. It takes A WHOLE FUCKING 7 HOURS.
How amazing. Oh my sexy V. I feel like dying.

h/k

Ok, i'm here to help my brother scold someone. FYI, my brother is 9 years old and he's a piece of V.

Introducing STUPIDPIECEOFSHIT.
He's a 9 year old boy as well. And he's one hell of a show off. My brother failed his chinese and immediately after school, STUPIDPIECEOFSHIT SHOUTS to his motherV-ing mother "Mummy! Rui Yang very stupid leh! He failed chinese! But i passed all! I'm very smart".
Yes, shouted. He fucking shouted. He shouted in the huge crowd of parents and teachers and students. And yes, that's literally what he said. LITERALLY.

Introducing MOTHERVASSHOLEWHOSUCKBALLS.
She's the mother of STUPIDPIECEOFSHIT, and she's a Vhell bitch. She's MIC (LOL!) and she always thinks that her sons are amazing people. Please la. Just 'cause your son is in Red Swastika Chinese Orchestra doesn't mean he's amazing. Players of RSSCO are all NOOBS, trust me on this, i was once their member =.=
MOTHERVASSHOLEWHOSUCKBALLS always shows off to my mother cos she thinks my brother is an idiot.

Ok, i'm done. Like it?

Blah. I miss Zack

2009-11-16T12:49:00.003+08:00

Yeah, im posting again. Shut up ;D

I think i'm really affected by Zack fair's death =.= Hvae been feeling major gloomy for the whole morning and the whole of yesterday. I didn't show it, i hope?
I just hear you guys saying, " Get a life you freak of nature! Otaku-ism is SO yesterday!"
Blah.
Or maybe i'm just tired. I dun know.
I want him to survive. Damn it.

Emo is not good.

2009-11-16T11:32:00.004+08:00

It's frustrating to see deviant artists getting HUNDREDS of favourites and comments and i'm getting pathetic numbers of 5-6.

I always wonder when i'll be able to get better at my art. I want to improve and wow people with my creations. But seems that it's rather impossible :X

h/k

I'm going to edit this post. Because i feel like editting. It's not really an edit. It's just a..... Build up on the previous words?
Blah. I talk crap. Yes.

Saw some blogs. It's weird how some ppl choose to live their life as a sad emoshit worm when they could have chosed otherwise. Heck, some people are proud that they are sad, emo lifeless and blah. Oh amazing. Everything is about love love love and more love. And somemore love.
I think emo people are the cutting ppl. Cutting ppl cut themselves cos they hate evrything and want everything to end. Basically, cutting is a form of escapism.
But since you hate evrything, thn how can you be sad cos your LOVE OF YOUR LIFE just dumped you for another girl?
Poseurs, all of you =.=

In reminisence of Zack Fair

2009-11-15T13:47:00.004+08:00

I finally completed FF7 Crisis Core. It's sad. Very sad.

Prior to my ending the game, i had already read online that crisis core was going to end with Zack's demise, and i was really upset about it.
But nothing beats playing the game and feeling/seeing for yourself. Zack died to shinra, the organisation in which he was so faithful to. Zack Fair died, to save his friend. He didn't even manage to see Aerith for one last time before he dies. It's really really saddening.

For those who are curious, yes, i cried. So what? Any normal person would cry. It's so touching. Zack kept saying, "Embrace your dreams" but in the end his dream didn't came true. Did it?
He's dream was to become a hero. And in the end, he was hardly mentioned in FF7 and he died labelled as a fugitive experiment sample.
Only to those who've played crisis core, he's a hero. Other than that, he's a minor character.

Maybe some of you think that i'm too much of an otaku, that i become TOO absorbed into roleplaying games. (I got scolded by my parents for crying when he died cos they thought that it wasn't much to cry for =.=) I think all games are created for a reason. Crisis core was created to, well, earn money for the producers, but also to give us different perspectives of life. As far as i can imagine, it's impossible for me to be fighting enemies or even wielding a broadsword in life. Role playing games gives me the chance. Just thinking of the warm friendship that lead to Zack's sacrificing of his own life really touched me.

Such friendship is quite impossible in reality. As much as we want friends who are willing to sacrifice for us, it's really not possible. Thus, playing this game has woken me to a harsh reality. However, i will try to live my life closely to what zack does. I'll embrace my dreams because they're the only things i have.

=.= I think the producers of FF would be proud to know that their creation impacted the player's life so much.

"Embrace your dreams, and no matter what, protect your honour." - Zack Fair

VERMA, they look alike.

2009-11-13T18:49:00.006+08:00

Who thinks Shirota Yuu looks like Zack Fair?

Shirota Yuu

Zack Fair

Oh yes, they look alike! xD

bitches type like this.

2009-11-12T21:38:00.004+08:00

I was bored so i went blog hopping. You know, HOP HOP HOP. And then i realised something which i should have realised long ago.

I hate girls who type endless vulgarities in their blog posts.

Example :

Wha fuck sia, today sibei dulan. Met up with that little bimbo Mimi. She sibei pretty ah. Everytime guys see her sure call her chio bu one ah! Her number is .... ah, u don need huan lo. She got stead alr ahh. Why dulan? See friend why will dulan? Cos she brought along her motherfucking friend la. Walao eh. Her friend very step. She say hello and i diao her immediately. Fuck sia. Today so suay. I went home and washed my fuckin eyeballs cos i saw a motherfucking biatch.

In case you guys are wondering, THERE IS NO ONE CALLED MIMI. And yes, this was completely composed by oresama, i didn't copy and paste from anyone =.=
I hate ppl who incorporate TOO much singlish and vulgarities tgt. Especially for girls. Makes them seem like so... poseur?
Yeah, poseur's the word. I hate ppl who are like that =.=

Nothing

2009-11-12T15:36:00.004+08:00

Ok, since i haven't been blogging properly for a very long time, i shall now blog a LONG post about NOTHING.

Please note my ability to think of nothing. Trust me, you'll be amazed (ok, you won't =.=)
Anyway, enjoy~

I think it's amazing to think of nothing. "Nothing" itself is an english word. In mandarin it's called "无". In japanese it's called "別に" and in Tamil... I don't know what it's called in tamil =.= But well, you get the gist.
Since nothing can be seen, can be read, it most certainly is something. And if nothing is something, then it's not nothing anymore right?

Go ask your science teacher, "What does space consist of, other than planets and moons and blah?". Their answer is probably " The wisest guess we can make is that it consists of nothing. It's a vacuum". Since space consists of NOTHING, same for vacuum, then why is it called nothing? If there's nothing there then it doesn't have a need to be named right? But why so? Because NOTHING is in fact SOMETHING, such perfect example of irony which nothing else in this world can examplify. There! I've used nothing again! Since NOTHING else in this world can examplify irony better than nothing, it's something! Since it's something, IT'S NOT NOTHING ANYMORE!

From my above rubbishy statements, i've shown that nothing is something. Since there's no nothing in this world, then everything is something. But just as nothing is something, is something nothing as well? Does it basically mean that everything is nothing because it is something? So it's correct when you say " YOU HAVE NOTHING IN YOUR HEAD" which basically means, "THERE'S SOMETHING IN YOUR HEAD". But if everything is something, and hence nothing, doesn't that make this world a null? Are we simply just figments of someone's imagination? Are we something or are we nothing? Or are we both? Logically, it's impossible to be nothing and something at the same time, BUT YET it looks rather possible that nothing is something, which makes it nothing as well. So are we living examples of people who practices "warped logic"? But since we were the ones who created logic and made logic seems correct, does this mean that we are just going against our own beliefs? But then again, since something is nothing, everything is nothing, THEN LOGIC IS NOTHING. Which means that there is no logic in this world and thus the "warped thinking" that nothing and something coexisting with each other at the same time is nothing, which makes logic wrong and warped logic correct. But if everything is nothing, then so is warped logic! So thus there is no correct or wrong logic in this world.

This world is a very huge place with endless possibilities. But if we were to say that something is nothing and everything is nothing, doesn't that make this world non-existent as well? Since nothing is something as well, then it exists at the same time! This is a direct contradictory to what we learned in ATS lessons, in which they taught that it is impossible to eat a cake and have a cake anyway.

Ok, i'm tired =.= Stupid nothing. Stupid something. Blah. I did not copy this from anywhere else.
GOSH, i ought to be a philosopher (Oh yeah right. You should lick your eyeball first).
Ah, i had a fun time posting about nothing ;D
Oh, it's not considered nothing since it's a post and a post is something but at the same time nothing is something and something is nothing and thus this is something...

Ok, you get the idea.

BLAH

2009-11-11T21:12:00.001+08:00

D: arghh!
Kill Serene Teo! Her fault for my fandubbing addiction =.=
OMSV.
I'm like singing singing singing everyday -,-

Leekspin FTW!

2009-11-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

OH GOSH, YES. I'M ADDICTED TO LEEKSPIN ;D
Yes, it's ancient. Whatever! Shut up! ;D
Do watch! I'm trying to learn how to sing it. LOL.

blah X2

2009-11-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

I think i haven't been blogging properly for many days already :X
Ah wells, nobody ever reads anyway ;D
Recently got into severe addiction of Virtual villagers3.
AHAHAHAAA. I know what you're saying/thinking. SHUT UP! ;D

Photoshop;D

2009-11-06T17:24:00.003+08:00

NOT MY ORIGINAL ARTWORK.

I did this with a tutorial to guide me through. Took me more than 2 hours =.=

2009-11-06T14:33:00.002+08:00

Artwork done by me ;D First time doing digital artwork on Photoshop so it turned out rather unnatural and gay :X
Comment on the tagboard or here ;D

h/k

Class chalet has come and gone. Had an epiphany that I'm not going to ever have a class like 2/2 09 again. I just know that 3/6 won't be as fun. I just know it. Especially with someone no.1, someone no.2 and someone no.3 around. Ah blah... I hope i'll survive in the new class. Hope.

I'm missing 2/2 09 to bits.

h/k

Recently got MAJOR addicted to photoshop-ing. Have been doing LOADS of spoonfed artwork tutorials ;D
Seriously, it's fun. My parents promise me the full version of photoshop if i clear my things and keep them clean =.=
Ok, i'll work towards it.

2009-11-05T17:23:00.000+08:00

SIYU IS GAY. muahahaaaaa... i love miyavi! yay!

w cube

2009-10-31T22:58:00.003+08:00

Horrible days are nowhere as good as today ;D
Went wcube with sophia, melody and angel.
I loved the ushape thingy even though i felt like i was going to die whilst sliding on it -.-
Melody and sophia called the lifeguard person an uncle so he sent them spinning when it was their turn.
There was also this weird lifeguard whose job is to push the tubing and to splash water at us. we splashed water at him so he purposely splashed water at us when he was doing the slide thingy.

h/k

How i wish i can have a normal life;D It's not really fun to be... fun?

I'm really sorry for today. I had no idea. Seriously. Please stay strong. Please continue to stay strong. I know you are going through much. But only by withstanding challenges will one become stronger. Since you have gone through much more than the usual person of your age, you are stronger than the normal individual. For that, you must be proud of your predicament. I promise it'll be over one day.

assholes

2009-10-29T16:36:00.002+08:00

I am very sorry to say that i hate my brothers.
Brothers, with an 's'. Yes, both of them.
I hate them to the core.

dfnbcgfhnj

2009-10-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SOPHIA!

h/k

I figured out that i do like him after all >.<

chalet

2009-10-24T14:15:00.003+08:00

Amazing. I love our class;D
We played Whacko for the whole of ytd's free periods. Whacko seems to be our class tradition now. LOL.
It was great fun. Jhin Kai damnced with Paul. Poor jhin kai. HAHA.
I wish this year doesn't need to end this fast anymore.
I just know that i'll be ostracised next year. I just know it. They'll all think i'm some mad freak and i'll have to stop being me.
AH DARN.
Class chalet is organised to be in 2nd-4th Nov. I can't wait for it ;D For the first time ever, our class has a successful class gathering.
Sound weird in a weird way o.o

CIP

2009-10-22T15:21:00.001+08:00

We went to Singapore Anglican Community Services for CIP today.
It was fun;D
Paul's new name is osama.
LOL

2009-10-21T18:30:00.003+08:00

I PASSED MY MATHS FOR SA2

fghdxfgjdfghj

2009-10-16T20:14:00.002+08:00

I went cycling with melody and angel ytd.
It was fun and funny to watch and try to teach angel how to cycle;D
There was a few freaky ppl who asked angel for her number, so they tried to flirt la.

CREEPY GUYS : Eh, you sec1 ar?
ANGEL : Yeah, how you know?

-After those freaks left-

ANGEL : DO I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING SEC1 TO YOU?! Those ppl damn verma sia.

h/k

CO today. We searched for a job under th newspaper's classified ads. Elson is becoming a hostess;D
Going to try out fish and co. tmr.

Nothing much happened then.

I LOVE GAZETTE ;D

2009-10-14T20:59:00.005+08:00

WOAH. Like 3 posts in one day?;D
Can't help it. Read something on a gazette fansite. About KAI.

Best school subject: Math

LIKE, WHAT THE VERMA. His best subject is maths =.= That's so amazingly weird ok.
I mean, he belongs in a rock band, wears makeup on stage, smokes and blah , someone whom parents are supposed to dislike (?) but turns out my parents will love him more than they love me=.=

Ah yes, something more. Facts about him. I shall highlight the ones that are more entertaining;D

FACTS :

-He likes watching One Piece Yeah, SEXY!
-His childhood nick name was Yukkun
-He forgets and loses things a lot! To think someone good in maths would be absentminded too o.o
-When he first meets a person he looks at their mouth
-He says his rival is Reita
-He wants to be Ruki for a day to mess up his room, cause Ruki's too neat and clean MAJOR LOL.
-Kai collects Zippos (A type of lighter.)
-He sleeps naked if no one is around WTSV.
-He just recently got his licence
-He cooks for the band and makes them lunchs. Aw sweet ;D

Oh yeah, there are other weird info about the other gazette members.
For example, Aoi's best subject is homec.

Oh well, jhin kai should be proud that he is similar to a hot guy in one aspect =.=

Oh and Reita once threw trash under Ruki's bed.
How mature of him. LOL.
And Uruha' best subject was art ;D

Yeah ok enough randomness=.=

Mother Earth's halo

2009-10-14T19:57:00.002+08:00

A rainbow in the sky;D The rainbow was so small that it's only a circle, must be a result of the super humid weather.

Taken during my trip to thailand. Woah, ages ago yeah.

I'm not going to be the top student~

2009-10-14T18:51:00.003+08:00

MY EOYS ARE OVER. Today was the last exam paper i'll take as a lower sec student ;D
MUAHAHAHAA. Ah joy, nothing can express my insurmountable happiness. IN YOUR FACE, to primary sch students and other sch ppl who're still mugging their brains dry ;D

I didn't really suffer alot for my maths, surprisingly. There's a chance that i may pass. I sincerely thank sophia, melody, jhin kai, kai boon and mr low for helping me so much with my maths.
Especially mr low. I was giving up on maths and he made me promise him that i'll hang on. He's the first teacher whom i think words of encouragement works for me. He's also the first maths teacher who doesn't think i'm a complete failure.

;D

GOSH I LOVE THIS YEAR. Though i hate it as well. BLAH.

I have something really important to say to my two very important ppl. I need them to know how important they are to me. But i don think i'll be posting it on this blog.
Im saying this just so those two ppl have a hunch i'm talking about them.
Knowing them, they most probably will guess it's about them, if they get to use the computer.

I'm going cycling tmr with melody and angel tmr ;D if my dad allows. He most probably will.
Yeaup, oresama is daddy's little princess =.=

COLOURS

2009-10-08T14:31:00.003+08:00

My box of cheapskate coloured pencils that i use for all my pencil drawings :X
It's a combination of cheapskate ones which i've collected since young. But yeah, my drawings are creditted to them ;D Always.

vhmncvbmn

2009-10-08T11:33:00.002+08:00

Incomplete artwork ;D

EOYs in the process. I'm still stuck on one piece. But i've managed to watch all til the current episode.

I think i'll either play maple or rewatch the thriller bark arc.

BLAH.

2009-10-06T15:00:00.001+08:00

Picture credits to this artist.

OH MY SEXY V! Ain't this picture just the cutest xD
I LOVE ZORO ;D

Wakakakakaaa..

xcvzxcvzdxfcv

2009-10-01T18:10:00.002+08:00

Mr low is a great teacher. I can't stop killing myself for being as stupid as not to realise it now.

I have high expectations for myself when it comes to art. That's why when i fall, it feels suicidal. Painful. Very painful.

Maybe others think it's a stupid reason to cry for, but just imagine that you fail in the only thing you are good at. This only thing which you love as your life. And you end up failing. Trust me, the feeling of disappointment in self is so great, it takes away a bit of your life.

Maybe others would think i'm treating it too seriously. I dunno. At that point of time, it felt completely reasonable to me.

dfghdx

2009-09-30T16:32:00.000+08:00

Like wtv la.
It's children's day tmr and i have to go to school=.=
I'm still a kid, mind you.

dfgsdgfh

2009-09-26T12:20:00.001+08:00

Said Miyavi, " I swear the person in the next cart will pay my fee."

;D

dfghdxgfh

2009-09-24T18:42:00.000+08:00

I think everybody is going to do badly for the maths test D:
The pigeon go hit Kaymin's eyeballs today. OMSV

cxvbxcbnv

2009-09-23T20:20:00.008+08:00

I just read finish Howl's Moving Castle and The House Of Many Ways. Both books are sort of related to each other. Yes, I love both of th books ;D
Actually my father had bought a video disc of this anime AGES ago. But due to the fact that Sophie (as an old woman) is downright ugly, i never ever watched it =.=
Even though the story is great stuff, regrettably I announce that the art for the animated version is really kind of... Not up to standard. I think it's cos it's an old animation thus it's not as nice? Blah. Who cares anyway. Howl turned out to look hotter than expected ;D But still, it's ugly when compared to other animations :X

THE IMAGE BELOW IS NOT THE ORIGINAL ARTWORK OF THE ANIMATION. I FOUND IT ON PHOTOBUCKET SO MOST LIKELY IT'S A FANART.

OH MY SEXY VERMA. HOWL LOOKS SO VERMA HOT IN THIS PICTURE RIGHT? D:

If you want to see the original images and screenshots for the animation, go google yourself ;D
The story of howl's moving castle is dwindling and mad and fun. VERMA FUN. It's so magical and mysterious. OMSV, I just love fantasy stories xDxD

h/k

Almost everyone stayed for maths remedial today. I was super struggling with my maths even though JhinKai tried to make me understand. Then Mr Low came over and asked me if i'm surviving (i wanted to say 'obviously not la =.=)
Then he said to me "Don't give up on me yeah."
Those words made my eyeballs burn. Nobody has ever said something like that to me before, and i didn't expect anyone to ever say that, especially from a maths teacher (since maths teachers are often the ones who give up on me the earliest).
I suddenly feel i'm so lucky. Mr Low is the best math's teacher in the world, also the friendliest and probably tallest =.= All this while i've been a horrible student for maths. Really horrible. But Mr Low still asked me not to give up. And wtv, my partner is the number one for maths in class! Behind me sits two other math geniuses!

I can't believe i'm only appreciating my luck now. The year is ending already. I've wasted so much of my life. I've wasted so much of what i have. I simply took everything which i had for granted.

As a result i lose precious things much more than others do huh?

dgfxhgfh

2009-09-21T19:26:00.003+08:00

I saw a really rude verma today on the bus. He was an ugly faggot with two eyeballs and looks about th same age as my mother.

But he's verma rude and ass.

Yeah blah. Studied with sk, siyu and then individually with sophia today. I'd say i've learnt alot ;D

Read something. Something weird (?). I know it's bound to happen. But i didnt want to accept that fact. I tried telling myself it couldn't possibly come true. Tried la, huh. I try for so many things, but turns out i'm just not cut out for being with people.

I think when someone hates you, it's only right that you hate yourself in return. But it feels so unfair somehow. What did I do? Tell me. Don't smile in front of me just for the sake of smiling. It's so frightening. But i can't do anything but accept the fact that i am wrong and it's only right that i get what i deserve.
Which is to be hated? Still feels unfair :X No matter how much i think of it, i'm just too arrogant to accept this fact.

OMSVIAB.

xgcnbcnbv

2009-09-20T01:33:00.000+08:00

WTVERMA. BLAH BLAH BLAH. Faggots live! they do! But hey are only bad if they open their mouths!
Maggots are worse!